More confusion

Don't really quite know how to deal with the recent terrorist attacks... forgetting about them and moving on with my life seems attractive and even reasonable, but I cannot allow myself to be that... callous.

I am filled with a rather deep sadness, that might perhaps be slightly profound (different than the usual stuff at least). As far as I know, no one I know was killed/hurt today, but thousands of others were.

Something is just odd about this all, and I can't place my finger on it.

More details tomorrow, perhaps.