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I was realizing today that when I'm around Ursula after several weeks or more of not seeing her, my capacity for forming complete sentences drops rather quickly. I have not always had this problem. It is not like I completely lose the ability, but it just takes much more effort. After a few days, I regain my lost abilities, and start to seem slightly more human.
This is extremely strange.
So yeah, I'm in Philadelphia now, and my training starts tomorrow. I'll be playing a bit of D&D on Wednesday and Thursday, and I still need to roll up my characters. After that I get to help Ursula pack and lug around boxes for her. Call me a pack-mule, if you so desire.
Today we went to a fairly good Thai place near Bryn Mawr. The food was tasty, and very artistically arranged. My only qualm with the place was that there was only one vegetarian entree available, and it was a special. I suspect that their dinner menu is much more friendly though.
I think I might be unhappy... with something. It's hard to tell these days. I almost feel that the past few years have somehow crippled my mind. I have different problems than before, more subtle but not less annoying ones. I sense that they depend on my internal mood cycle. That is slightly comforting - being able to suddenly plummet into depression at any moment, the mood cycle only affecting the magnitude of the effect, was unnerving at best.
No real depression these days, but a fair amount of uncertainty, restlessness, and lack of motivation. Odd.
This is extremely strange.
So yeah, I'm in Philadelphia now, and my training starts tomorrow. I'll be playing a bit of D&D on Wednesday and Thursday, and I still need to roll up my characters. After that I get to help Ursula pack and lug around boxes for her. Call me a pack-mule, if you so desire.
Today we went to a fairly good Thai place near Bryn Mawr. The food was tasty, and very artistically arranged. My only qualm with the place was that there was only one vegetarian entree available, and it was a special. I suspect that their dinner menu is much more friendly though.
I think I might be unhappy... with something. It's hard to tell these days. I almost feel that the past few years have somehow crippled my mind. I have different problems than before, more subtle but not less annoying ones. I sense that they depend on my internal mood cycle. That is slightly comforting - being able to suddenly plummet into depression at any moment, the mood cycle only affecting the magnitude of the effect, was unnerving at best.
No real depression these days, but a fair amount of uncertainty, restlessness, and lack of motivation. Odd.
