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I'm listening to poppy Belle and Sebastian (The Boy With the Arab Strap, specifically), and it drastically doesn't fit my mood. Not quite a heavy dose of contrast, but something else, more strange and probably ephemeral.
My throat is doing weird constricting things that only happen when I'm horribly tired or depressed, and I don't feel either.
Can't find appropriate music... disturbing. Oftentimes I feel the need to play something that lies parallel with how I feel, to project it perhaps, or maybe just to wallow in it, I don't know.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow.
My throat is doing weird constricting things that only happen when I'm horribly tired or depressed, and I don't feel either.
Can't find appropriate music... disturbing. Oftentimes I feel the need to play something that lies parallel with how I feel, to project it perhaps, or maybe just to wallow in it, I don't know.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow.